Dina, may trauma sa pagkamatay ng mister!

Sa kauna-unahang pagkakataon ay naglabas si Dina Bonnevie ng kanyang saloobin at nararamdaman sa pagyao ng kanyang beloved husband na si Deogracias Victor “DV” Savellano.

Matatandaang pumanaw si DV last Jan. 7, 2025.

Sa mahabang post ni Miss D sa kanyang Instagram nitong nakaraang Martes, kitang-kita ang sakit na nararamdaman niya sa pagyao ng mister. Ikinuwento niya na nasaksihan niya mismo nang mawalan ng hininga ang asawa.

“Yesterday I turned 63. A follower of Christ, a loving wife to my husband, a step mother to five kids, a mother of 2, a grandmother to 9, and now a WIDOW.

“I pondered upon the recent events in my life… starting the year with the death of my husband which was not only the most painful experience in my life, but the most traumatic! Watching my husband struggle for dear life and helplessly die in front of me, is one thing I wish no one would ever experience,” pahayag ni Miss D.

Kinuwestiyon ng aktres kung bakit si DV pa ang kinuha at hindi siya.

Inamin din ng aktres na humihingi siya ng paliwanag kay Lord at para raw siyang ‘at a loss’ ngayong wala na ang mister.

“So why then did I have to be left behind? What did God want me to do, and where did He want me to be? Couldn’t I still fulfill my purpose with my husband? What did I still have to do without a spouse?

“I looked up to God in prayer, at the same time demanding a fair explanation. I was hurt, felt betrayed, angry, and lost in my misery. I thought this day, my birthday is what I dreaded… my first bday without my husband and nothing to celebrate,” saad niya.

Ibinahagi rin ng aktres ang naging ganap sa first birthday niya after her husband’s death at ipinahayag ang pangungulila sa mister sa ganitong okasyon.

Sa huli ay sinabi rin ng aktres ang pagsisisi niya na humingi siya ng explanation kay Lord.

“It is indeed true that “the truth usually comes from the mouth of babes!” Now I stand grateful and sorry for asking God to explain matters to me.

“I am reminded of my faith in Him that should remain unwavering, despite life’s challenges. I am grateful for having thoughtful sisters-in-law, loving sisters, understanding step children, caring children and loving grand children.

“God takes care of widows, he never leaves those who abide in Him. I thank Him for all his blessings and wait on His directions, I let go and let God!” pagtatapos ng aktres.