‘I like being me’: Lolit naging diversion ang IG

My dear Salve, gusto ko, na bago matapos ang 2019, masabi ko sa followers ko how happy I am na naging diversion ko ang Instagram.

I want them to know na they open a new world for me to express myself, my thoughts, my feelings of happiness, sadness, anxiety, anger, boredom.

I respect how they love me, and even their hate for me. It also opened my eyes na in the world of social media, your strength will be tested, provoked, and you will be a loser once you give in.

For 72 years, I have done what I want, and did what I wanted to. For 72 years, I have enjoyed the perks and the love of my circle of friends.

I have done so many wrongs na siguro hindi gusto ng moralidad ng ibang tao, but I still enjoy the respect and credibility of my real friends.

I am sorry if my being open with what I feel demean, belittle, or dishonor some, so ready din ako for people who demean, belittle or dishonor me.

I like being me, I like to be me, so sorry na kung ano ako noon, ‘yon pa rin ako ngayon. Hindi ako magbabago dahil lang sa comment ng mga tao na hindi ko kilala, na nagbibigay ng opinyon sa issue para makisali lang pero never naman na­ging parte ng buhay ko.

‘Yung mga nagsasabi na mukha akong pera, sana nabigyan na nila ako, o nakahingi na ako sa kanila. ‘Yung mga nagsasabi na materyosa ako, sana kilala ko sila at mapatunayan nila na mabait ako kung nagbigay sila.

Sabi kayo nang sabi ng pera at materyal, sana nga may pambigay kayo. It is so easy to say I will die for you pero tingnan muna natin kung talagang  magagawa ito ng nagsabi.

72 years old na ako. Hanggang mamatay ako, wala akong babaguhin sa buhay at ugali ko so take me for what I am or get lost.

I don’t give importance to what you say, I don’t know you, and will never know you forever.

Manay Ichu nakalabas na ng ospital

Happy ako dahil nag-text si Rica Maceda na lumabas na ng ospital si Manay Ichu Maceda. Si Rica ang daughter-in-law ni Manay Ichu at magandang gift para kay Manay Ichu na magdiriwang ito ng birthday sa bahay niya.

Marami na naman akong ipagdarasal dahil so thankful and grateful that all these years God was so good to me.

Forgiving talaga si God. Siya lang ang nakaka-understand what is really your intention in doing what you have done, in whatever decision you make in your life.

I am only responsible to God and myself kung anuman ang mga ginagawa ko sa buhay ko, hindi kahit kanino, lalo na kung hindi ko kilala.

For so many years na buhay ako at sa dami ng mga kagagahan na ginawa ko, God will not let me get away without God giving me punishment pero halos lahat ng dreams at wishes ko, ibinigay Niya.

That means I am doing alright, may mga pagsubok sa buhay pero God make it easy for me to see it through.

Kaya nga kahapon, my prayers were very thankful again and grateful for God is so good.