As we celebrate Halloween, what follows is a tale that will haunt you to your very core. An account so dark and strange, it can’t possibly be true… or can it?
Day 1 of 100
This traffic is so stupid! Been stuck here since literally forever and my driver can’t seem to make us go any faster! I better make it to our dinner at Blackbird or else!
Day 17 of 100
OMG Instagram is down!!! How is Instagram down?! Super sad because I want to share photos of my new baby niece when I visit Ate Krystal sa hospital.
Day 21 of 100
EVERYONE IS IN JAPAN EXCEPT ME!!!!!!!
Day 34 of 100
You’ll never believe what just happened! I finally wore the Comme des Garçons Play top I spent so much money on and when I got to Toby’s Estate (Salcedo), there was this menopausal tita who had the same top!!! The universe hates me talaga! FML FOREVER.
Day 42 of 100
My BFF just told me that Jay Z and Beyoncé are breaking up? Is this legit na? Why? They’re like the cutest couple pa naman! Does this mean I can’t listen to Empire State of Mind anymore? What’s gonna happen to Blue Ivy? Baka I can adopt her, lolz!
Day 53 of 100
Can’t believe my flight is delayed again! I swear our airport is the worst! Super mad that we’re gonna miss the sunset in Bora! This is the last time I’m ever taking budget airlines!
Day 59 of 100
Is normcore still a thing? I really don’t understand it! I read in a magazine that normcore is what yayas wear and I super agree! I don’t want to wear black and gray all day. I’m not emo, you know! It’s just not my look. Hay nako. Whatever.
Day 61 of 100
Globe is the worst! I hate @talk2globe!
Day 67 of 100
I don’t know what to do with my life!!! My dad just told us we aren’t members of Polo Club anymore. He had to sell his shares na raw to Tito Stephen! I was gonna have my birthday party in Polo pa naman this year! What do I do now? I don’t wanna have a party in Raven because I just did a party sa club last year! Suggestions please because I can’t deal right now!
Day 75 of 100
Does anyone have an extra ticket to the H&M opening tomorrow? The one for VIPs ah! Been asking my mom to get me tickets but she hasn’t replied!
Day 76 of 100
Guys, I really, really need to go to the H&M opening tonight! Been a fan since forever, so if you have a ticket but aren’t super into H&M, mine na lang your ticket please!!! DM me if you know anyone who can help!
Day 79 of 100
Our flight to New York got delayed! If we got upgraded to Business then I wouldn’t mind but ugh!
Day 90 of 100
I have ebola.
Day 93 of 100
The doctor’s trying his best but the hospital isn’t really prepared. No one is. We still don’t know how and where I got it from. All I know is God won’t let me down and I’ll get well as soon as possible.
Day 95 of 100
It’s been over a week and there’s still no cure. I’ve been vomiting non-stop and I’m not getting any better. Please pray for me. I don’t want to die. Dear God, I don’t want to die.
Day 96 of 100
Is there anyone there? I’m so scared. I’m really scared. I’m so sorry for everything I’ve done and for everyone I’ve hurt. Oh God, I’m so alone. I’m so terrified. I just want this all to go away. Please help me. I can feel my bones crumpling into pieces; it’s piercing my skin. It hurts so much. I’m so sorry, dear Lord. I beg you, please forgive me and save me from all this pain. Mama Mary, please help me. I never meant to be so mean. I promise I’ll change. I’ll do anything please just answer me. Why are you doing this to me? How can you be so cruel? Please, God, please don’t leave me. Please.
Day 97 of 100
I should be dead by now. Everyone’s so sad and sorry but I feel nothing. Maybe this is what I deserve. Am I supposed to feel sad? I don’t know. Should I be crying, because I’ve forgotten how to cry. I’ve forgotten how to feel, how to hope, how to pray. God isn’t listening. God doesn’t care. It’s fine because I don’t want anything from God anymore. This isn’t me giving up. This is me accepting that I am weak, that I’m already dead.
Day 98 of 100
I talked to my family for the last time today. They all cried, told me they’ll miss me, told me how much they love me. What good did all that do? What has love actually done that’s so great? Love can’t cure this disease. It can’t make me better. I did as much good, loved as many people as I could, and this is what it got me. So all your love, your support, and whatever you think is in your heart, you can take all that and shove it.
Day 99 of 100
Life is a joke. And it’s not funny. It’s an insult. Nothing more than a cruel prank on humanity. The moment we are born, we are covered in blood and filth. Isn’t that great? We entered this world in agony and in agony is also how we will die. Life, birth, death, joy, pain, it’s all one big lie. Choice is a lie. I didn’t choose to have this disease. I didn’t choose to suffer. I didn’t choose any of this. I can’t take this any longer. I’ve had enough of this world. I just want to die. And you can all mourn, you can all grieve, but what’s the point? All your sadness won’t make any of this go away. Save your tears for your own suffering, because that’s all there is for us. It doesn’t matter who we are, what we do, we’re all destined for pain beyond compare. We’re not meant to be great, to evolve, or to succeed. We’re all here to just be fertilizer for this wretched earth. Life is a dump and we’re its garbage.
Day 100 of 100
OMG it turns out I just had super bad diarrhea!! Ugghh!! WORST! DOCTOR! EVER!