Billy sa hiwalayan kay Nikki: Ako ang dapat sisihin

MANILA, Philippines – Ipinagtanggol ni Billy Crawford ang dating kasintahan na si Nikki Gil mula sa mga isyung kinakaharap matapos ang kanilang hiwalayan.

Sinabi ni Billy na wala ibang dapat sisihin kung hindi ang kanyang sarili sa nangyaring break-up na gumulat sa lahat ng kanilang fans.

“She has no fault. I am not a perfect guy. I’m not a perfect person. I’ve done things in my life that I regret. And she supported me, she understood,” sabi ni Billy sa panayam niya sa “The Buzz.”

Inamin ni Billy na siya ang may kasalanan sa kanilang paghihiwalay.

“I’m the one who’s completely lost and I’m searching,” ani Billy na host sa noontime show ng ABS-CBN na It’s Showtime.

Kuwento pa ni Billy na sinubukan pang ayusin ni Nikki ang kanilang relasyon ngunit siya mismo ay hindi na niya kaya.

‘I don’t even love myself’

Isa sa mga rason ng kanilang paghihiwalay ay nais ni Billy na mas makilala ang sarili.

“It’s so hard to love someone and to continue if I don’t even love myself, if I’m unhappy. I can’t force her to be a certain person that I want her to be. And vice versa, she wasn’t able to force me being someone that she thought I am.”

Alam ni Billy na masakit ang kanyang ginawa at kawalan niya si Nikki sa kanilang desisyong magkanya-kanya na.

“She is a dream come true when it comes to finding the right one. But it’s hard to find the right one kung ikaw mismo, you’re not right,” paliwanag ni Billy na nagsimula sa industriya bilang childstar.

Kaugnay na balita: Billy at Nikki hiwalay na!

"I forgot what makes me happy. I forgot who I am. I don’t know what I’m doing, because all I know how to do or all I know what to do is to work. It’s been almost 26 years, I’ve been in this industry. And this is the first time I’ve ever felt this way," dagdag niya.

Pasensiya na

Humingi naman ng pag-unawa si Billy sa kanilang supporters ni Nikki at nagpasalamat na rin sa suportang nakuha nila.

 â€œPasensiya na kayo. Sa lahat ng sumuporta sa relationship namin ni Nikki, I think I can say for the both of us, we really thank you because it did give us strength. But I’m sorry,” panawagan ni Billy.

 â€œI really apologize to everyone that fought because it’s really pressuring, to be honest with you, na you’re perceived as one of the looked-up and ideal couples here in the industry. Mahirap i-continue and I just want to say I’m sorry,” dagdag niya.